My puppy dog isn't any better or worse today. I am constantly trying to decide whether this is a sign to have him put to sleep. I've been crying on & off all day today just thinking about life without him. He's laying at my feet now & looking at me like "What's wrong? Why ya sad?" Ugh, this is so hard. :( Needless to say, I'm glad I'm not scheduled to be at work this week. I would be so distracted & wondering how he's doing & feel like I'm abandoning him.
I spent part of the day with my parents & one of my brothers. It was nice being around them. They are being as supportive as possible, but they aren't connected to him the way I am. They'll be back tomorrow. I need to make a decision.
I got a call from another hospital that I applied at. I should return the call, but I'm just not up to it right now.