I should be happy - tomorrow is my birthday, but I'm very sad. I am putting my dog Jagger to sleep tomorrow. It's time. I thought I had been doing a good job of mentally preparing myself for the last 3 years, but I haven't. I can't stop crying though...thinking about saying good-bye to my baby that I've raised since he was 6 weeks old & now he's nearly 14 yrs old.
I was hoping to prolong it, but the past couple of days he has been acting differently...crying out, not wanting to eat much, sleeping most of the time. I can't allow him to suffer. This is probably the hardest decision I've ever had to make. My heart is breaking. :(